Well, here i am again, ready for my second day of the battle to kick this horrendous addiction.
Thankyou for replying Mav, i have posted to you on your thread.
Not really sure what to say, do i just waffle about anything and everything?
I really, really want to kick my addiction but have no faith in myself right now, i have failed so many times.
I have banned from land based casino’s which definitely has put a stop to that, but bookies and online is another story. You ban from one and there are hundreds more.
I know i need to get my head in the right place if i am ever going to do this…..i have been on and off anti depressants for a long time now, but always take myself off them after a while as i worry about becoming addicted to them.
I think i have a bit of an addictive personality, what with with drink, cigarrettes, gambling. Oh god, that sounds awful when i write it down…..well actually when i gamble i drink a lot and smoke a lot more than i would normally so there you go.
Well that got a few thoughts down for today.
Will be back again tomorrow or before if i feel the need
