Welcome to the forum. I can relate! I couldn’t believe what had become of my honesty and integrity once hooked. I believe the name of my very first thread here was liar liar pants on fire! And boy were they. I have come a very long way since then. My husband knows I have a problem but wasn’t very helpful when it came to actually dealing with it. So I relied on counseling with a gambling addictions specialist, Gamblers Anonymous, and thankfully I also had other family I could rely on. Not to mention all of the time I spent here. Together it all helped me to stop. You are definitely not alone in this. Keep posting and reading. Go back over older threads. The advice there is still bang on. Laura
