Hi Taylor09, thank you for sharing your story and congrats on taking the first step of posting to the forum. That in itself is a big accomplishment in overcoming the gambling addiction. I can totally relate about adding up the money lost on a calculator or spreadsheet and feeling like crap about it. And then not being able to pay the debt, having sleepless nights and tons of stress. We all been there. I would suggest you stop thinking about that money because it is gone. Look to the future and for ways to improve your life. You’ll have that debt as a burden to pay back but you cannot think about trying to win that money back. It won’t happen. You just have to work hard and move forward. Best of luck in your journey. We are all rooting for you.
