Congratulations you took the first step. Finding help and posting your story. It does feel horrible to lose money and be at rock bottom. Sometimes we have to hit bottom before we are willing to change. It has to hurt more to stay where you are than it will to change. I have lived 2 lives. Myself that everyone knows and myself the addict, the one that no one but me knows. I have spent thousands of dollars. Spent bill money, grocery money, gas money. When I am spending it I am sure I’m going to win it back so I just keep spending more. Only to lose everything I gave in the bank plus some. I have thousands of dollars in loans and I can not even make the monthly payments. I have got to stop.i have taken the first few steps.. I found this forum, I am starting GA on Friday, and starting church on Sunday. Good luck on your journey.
