Micky, we find our selves here sharing about the bad stuff we do and the trouble we have created………….ok so yes we have messed a lot of things up but you know what……..we have an addiction, a very bad, compulsive, evil addiction that will take everything from us and after it has taken everything it will finally take our lives, it wont stop, it has no line it shouldn’t cross………
Me and you have know each other for a while my friend and in truth I believe we both know how each other “tick” so to speak, I know for a fact you are a good man as I can tell in previous coversations we have had, the lives we lead our very similar but also so very different, I believe you understand what is going on in my mind and in turn I understand the thoughts going through yours (trust me there is not many who could understand mine and in truth no one would want too).
The long and short of this Micky is I really cant be bothered with life at the moment and I see you are probably very much the same, I am such a **** at times and I struggle to understand why my friend but you know what…….everything happens for a reason…..
Our paths have crossed in life and there is a reason for that, I don’t know why but I believe deep in my heart it is so we can help each other, anyway I have said enough and I know at times I really cant be bothered with what anyone says!
Keep sharing Micky no matter what, I for one miss not sharing with you and in truth the more I stay away from this site the more I fall back into my addiction, I hope one day we can meet up and share and enjoy a day where gambling does not control and consume us.
Look after yourself Micky whatever is going on in your life, I know we can both work this out and I also know we can both live happy content lives, in the short term please share your pain with me and I will with you, I understand your pain and feel it I promise you I do………I have always said no one in this world understands me but just for today I will admit I am wrong and honestly believe you do!
Micky keep sharing, lets get shot of this very bad year and lets work hard together in making 2017 the very best we can.
Take care and as always my friend wish you all the very best in the world.
Maverick