It’s been a good long while since I’ve posted and I wanted to update my journal.
So many things have happened in the last 8 months that I couldn’t possibly cover them all.
As for my gambling recovery, I have had some success. I haven’t gambled since July and it was during a vacation cruise. I am otherwise gamble free since my March post.. I have had no real desires and my thoughts are clear and focused on debt reduction.
I have only been able to read Vera’s thread through my email. None of the others show up. I am hoping that all my other friends are well.
It was two years in Oct. 14 since my self exclusion that saved my sanity and the day passed with positive balances in the bank.
I read my Bible everyday, but these days my prayers are less for myself and more for others. I remember very clearly when every prayer was for God to help me quit…….
