I feel like everything triggers me!!! God did interven though. I was unable to access anymore money so I didn’t drain my account completely. Also, as soon as I got up from playing a slot machine, someone sat down and won the jackpot! A slap in the face. A wake up call! I’m going back and banning myself next week!!! No more of this nonsense. I think I have the flu. I had my shot so my symptoms are not as bad. It’s cold and rainy here which doesn’t help. I’m resting before work. I have no one to take my place. I’m definitely going to pay my taxes and whatever else I can. Everything else will have to wait. I’m juggling money, crunching numbers, you all know the drill. I’m going to try to see if any of the high interest loans will defer a payment. I don’t think so because they want tyo make money. It will work out!
