I feel if anyone reads my post they are entitled to a bit of a story to my gambling history. It started with online slots (the crack cocaine of games) It’s gonna hit, just one more hit then I’ll cash out. Never do till the money is gone. Sometimes I would make a deposit and take a bonus go right to the black jack table and put it all on one hand to double up and play slots with. Anyway then I got addicted to poker as thought it wasn’t gambling. After a constant downswing it just doesn’t make sense to continue with. I’m looking at it as failed business and have accepted I was wrong and it was my fault. In the end the money lost meaning to me I could spend days spinning slots, and feel like I won the lotto with every small hit. I just gambled yesterday and won then lost a significant amount of money. I felt terrible with myself and it has brought me back here again. I need to be honest and place barriors to prevent this stupidity again. ODAAT
