Well, as Kin said he is glad I posted I am starting to post again and still do my gma group on a Thursday.
nTY steev. Well, it has been nearly six months now working from home and I guess people in a similar boat start to go a little stir crazy.
nI had my kinesiology appointment and now have some homeopathic remedies for the kidneys. It revealed some interesting things that I wont discuss in the forum because they could seem a bit woo woo but they made perfect sense to me. One day I will but this was quite deep stuff. What I will say and what was Interesting was two themes patience, which I could relate to as I had been getting impatient about a number of things that very morning before the consult and a fear of being hurt came up. Now that was interesting because that very next day pete and I have never argued in over a year about anything, it has been that good. But he was in a flummox as a woman whom he did some work for hit on him in lockdown When they were sharing a drink together and he left rapidly without knowing what to say. She now wants himTo go back and do some work. We tried to discuss it and he was a bit angry and frustrated about everything, personally I think he overworks as he works 7 days a week and it is beginning to impact on him. I wondered why he hadnt said he had a partner and why he felt he couldnt say that. He kept calling me his ex partner and then he all of a sudden decided to go home as he was struggling with his feelings. He said he didnt want to upset me which was the last thing he wanted but his behaviour particularly after I had just cooked a meal he had eaten was hurtful. I felt quite hurt by this which triggered memories of all the times he had hurt me deeply many years ago now, 14 or 15 years. I think subconsciously I am holding these memories in my cellular memory as I ended up with kidney cancer after a difficult time with him and now I have a problem with my kidney. The homeopathic remedies work on a deep level, I found the whole thing fa scinating. My appointment with the kidney doc is not until end of a OCtober so I will keep going with alternative remedies until then. It is strange just how these themes came up and they resonated a day or so later. Particularly when we hadnt had a cross word in a year and a half.
nWell, Pete rang and apologised at lunchtime the next day. I explained how I felt and he explained how he felt. I said he knows I will not have anger in my house and he got it. I also Said that we are never to go to bed on an argument. They are my rules, and he understood. He just found being hit on by a client very difficult to deal with particularly as she is related to a very good friend and client of his. I was just hurt by his attitude but he more than made up for it by his apology today and we both understood where we were both coming from.
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nWell, another night alone and not watching tv as I dont really like tv any more. Just pottering about with my iPad.
