Thankyou for your messages of encouragement and advice. It really means a lot to have someone listen and offer support!
I’m on Day two and haven’t gambled! Today I self excluded on all the sites I’d been using and strangely did not have the desperation to stick one last deposit in and chance it! Currently feeling like I’ve ended a relationship but I know I’m still running on the terrible guilt and angry fumes from Saturday! But I’m still rolling with it and feeling positive and a lot ‘lighter’ can I say for not gambling.
I’m just trying to channel all the negativity I feel towards gambling right now to keep me pushing away from it. It’s almost like at the moment I’m not trying to swim against the tide because I don’t actually want to gamble right now. I want to get away from all that guilt and anger and frustration gambling has brought for me.
Tomorrow is another day and an added challenge of payday! But I’m trying to focus on my budget I’ve laid out and what my money can actually go towards instead of spinning it away!
It’s early days I know but two days is progress and it’s two days I’ve not actually gambled!
Here’s to Day 3! Xx