I have tried numerous times in the past to stop gambling, but this time I believe I have got it through my thick stubborn skull that I WILL not get any of my money lost back, never, it’s gone….time to rebuild the honest and truthfully way, with good hard work and perseveranc, it can be done.
I have surrendered to the fact it’s over, the game for me is over, and I wont lie that it is kind of depressing and sad, but there is no other way, if I keep going the I have been, I will lose everything!
It is great reading all the awesome posts, very encouraging.