[lizbeth4]

I slept the best that I have in months. I think I was just exhausted! I still have a little bit of a headache but nothing compared to yesterday. I was thinking yesterday of how my CG brain works. It’s like a drug addict or a alcoholic. I crave the gambling . I’ve self destroyed my financial stability and pushed people away. Recovery is hard but that’s the only answer for true peace of mind and happiness. It gives me a lot of respect for my Daughter’s and their sobriety and recovery. I’m venturing out today: the library, dollar store, my Mom’s. Sunday my oldest Daughter, her boyfriend and my Grandson are coming by for a visit. They will be camping nearby.