Again I fell asleep just before 10pm chat but woke up early and left the house at 8 am to queue for a gp walk in appointment. Normally i would just stay in my bed and not care. Manyana Syndrome. But not today. It was cold but crisp and sunny. I felt invigorated by the 25 minute walk. Only waited an hour and saw a Gp who got where I was coming from. They agreed that I might have contracted a nasty from the dog or my travels. And are now testing for that. I also said that I wanted to fight to get my life back. This is how feel today, that I am fighting to get it back and it is now just the colon problem to sort out. I felt my fighting spirit and just a bit of what I would call my old self. Externally ala housing officer are acting like I am stuck like this going forward suggesting chronic illness benefits. But I am not. My mood is subtly shifting. Maybe it is the program coming up next week. My Gp has given me what I hope will be my final medical certification. I will go all out to get a job when back from gma. I will accept rejection and just keep going at it. The perfect job will pitch up.
