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This is exactly why barriers are so important! I could never make it more than two weeks on my own and only then because I WAS BROKE!!
It takes extraordinary measures to change habits and move forward. Even though gambling only ever brought me pain in the past 5 years, my brain says, dont you remember when it was fun? What a load of crap. I know you can beat this and have a good life ahead. You will have quite the story to help others when you get to the otherside too!