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To be hurt by the people you help feels very disappointing, shocking and painful. It was ugly.

How many times have I done this to my family. I cannot remember the many others who had help me and I did this to them intentionally or not intentionally.

I have no right to be inconsiderate to those who have done the same to me.

Yes it hurts…… this is where I am grateful to be in recovery; I have the mindfulness to forgive them, they don’t know what they are doing.

Taking a step back and walking away from these harmful people ease the burden and stress in life but…

I was suppose to stand on shore and throw the life saver to them when they fall into the water, not jump into the water.