Dear diary
2 Peter 2:22
According to the true proverb, the dog has gone back to its own vomit again and the pig which had been washed gone back to rolling in the dirty earth.
Under all the appearances of reformation, still the evil nature remained, as that of the dog or the swine, and that nature finally prevailed. There was no thorough internal change, any more than there is in the swine when it is washed, or in the dog.
I was like that for many years, I stop gambling for many times, but there was no change of my heart and my mind. I did not stay stop and return to gamble just like the dog and the pig.
If nothing else about me change, nothing change, I remain the same gambler in the heart, I will return to gambling. As predictable as the dogs and pigs.
This proverb was a lesson, a warning and teaching.
I am walking down a different street.
God can help me change my heart and mind when I could not do it on my own.