[jen3]

That’s what this darn addiction does. I can not tell you how many times I have thought “I will just win the money to cover such and such” somedtimes I did, sometimes I did not,, all times ended in disaster because I either ended up chasing a lot or being encouraged to go back and get more. I wish I could help with the stress… Can I ask what part of the world you live in?? Any chance you live in US?? The only reason I ask I might have ideas for you.