Jansdad, thanks for the post. And also thanks for the gift, I will start listening to that this evening.
Dude, you’re still young. I’m 42 for chrissakes. What you wrote in your 3rd and 4th paragraphs really ring true to me. I cannot focus on my business at all. Can’t focus for more than 30 mins ata time, can’t plan forwards or think of a future.
Have you quit gambling, I think on the last post I read you were 57 days clean.
I am trying to get perspective, and understand where I fit into this. I was walking the dog this eve letting my mind wander and I saw myself, fit as a fiddel, going into a casino with 500. NOt to play casino games (never got any joy from them, far too ramdom) but to play poker Mental. This is usual when I quit the online poker (which I have done well at but can never cash out). I find online so crazy, as if there are idiots you can win money. Then suddenly you get crazy bad beats. Players playing insnaely shit cards and hitting straights and on the flop. Stuff like that.
Your advice is gratefully appreciated – equally, anything I can do to help, I’m here.
Take care mate
M