That is a common trait among CG’s. Being frugal. Actually, it’s because once we have a gambling problem we refuse to spend “gambling” money on silly things like a nice cut of meat or a quality piece of clothing. We need that money free to obtain our fix. We are addicted to the chemical release we get when we win! Not the cashout. Once it’s cashed out it is only exciting if we think about using it again for gambling. For that possible thrill of a big win! Once we become a CG we can no longer control ourselves for any amount of time. Because we want that feeling just one more time. And one more time. You were recovering your finances fairly quickly last time you stopped. You can do that again. But, being a CG you need to also address the addiction and not just stop playing. There are groups that you can do here on the site. What about going to an addictions counselor? Or attending Gamblers Anonymous meetings if there are any near you? It takes a lot of support and effort to stop and stay stopped. But it is worth it. Keep posting.
Laura
