Thankyou all for your posts. You are all really very kind! Bad mood has passed.
I’m over my fall for the most part. Got a lovely big bruise and couldn’t hardly move my arm for a few days. Physical therapist treated my big bruise with a laser yesterday and it felt much better fairly quickly.
Still some friction between hubby and I. I have to take care of me by doing less. And I refuse to live in a pig stye. So he can either clean after he cooks or eat a sandwich! Or get his sons on board to do dishes after supper! I just feel like I need simple right now. Kathryn our fellas always were like twins!
So I received a little windfall. Unexpected adjustment to my previous disability amount that went back a ways. I still don’t trust that it is mine! So saving most of it for now. There is hope people. Gambling did not pop into my mind when i found out it is supposed to be mine. Instead I thought instantly of how I could pay off my credit card and help my son with tuition. I sent an old work mate who is really struggling money to put heating fuel in the tank. Big storm coming and we’ve had frigid temps here. Should get her through a few weeks anyway. Very expensive to heat here. It made me feel good to do it for her. People shouldn’t be struggling not to freeze! And a child in the house as well.
So today I’m just home. The business taxes still need to be finished. The bulk of them left to do. But i have made progress sorting out my clothes and my bedroom. Hoping to do some catching up here as well. Take care my friends. Its a new day. Lets make it a gamble free one.
Laura