I got booted out and then started watching casino royale. Wrote this message and then fell asleep. Actually it isn’t my son spending it, I should have known really. It was t a loan. I gave him that to look after when I had started working so I didn’t gamble it. But I kinda know what will happen. I can’t trust any of my children with money unfortunately. But he will give it back at some point, I know that. It may be a while.
I think the ibs has been triggered by all of it, diet at weekend cos nearly always on a Monday, my mum and work plus things falling behind at home. I go on the one thing at a time but was just overwhelmed with everything piling in at the same time. Also playing that game as a reiminder where I was. Maybe.
I think it is a combo of things vera, yes conflicted at work and home. Diet at the weekend, the amount of Monday attacks is high.
Had a massage today to de stress
