[Staycg00]

Thanks so much for the support. I know if I go on another spree even a 2 week spree will ruin my family (kids and partner) financially. We are on the brink right now so I have to get control and turn my life around now. My addiction came on so fast and hard. Crazy to think how much I blew in 6 months. But I’m keeping in mind ATM (access, time, money). Blocking myself from cash and keeping myself busy with other hobbies i.e. exercise, reading. I dreamt I was gambling last night but it felt more like a nightmare leaving me feeling panicked. Still can’t join the support groups and I’m not sure why. Hoping to get some tech support from the site soon so I can join those. Day 2 gamble free! focused on taking things one day at a time.

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