Thanks so much for support. Working six days this week. Burnt out. Cant sleep with worry over all the bills . I’m so stressed out. I working very hard to earn extra money because on the 25th of this month I get paid. Work will take the 300 euro out of my wages.
No matter what money I got on the 25th I will only pay the important bills. Each month will get better once I stay clean. It is very hard when you start recovery.. No questions asked. 29 years of gambling can not be fixed in sort period of time. I know this. I need to take each day at a time and work hard in recovery.
My son phoned me and asked me to see him tomm. I said I cant wait. I will phone him from the work number and tell him when I will arrive. This way he knows im just finished work and on my way. I did the same with my partner today,just to show a change can be made if you want it bad enough.
lol xxx how are you doing yourself……..