Thanks sad for your support and concern. I wouldn’t have the card if I thought that I would use it for gambling. I got it to increase my credit score as somewhere down the road I might want another car or another home. I am paying higher interest rates due to my credit. My daughter did save me from gambling at that moment but I think I would have talked myself out of gambling on my own. I need to have more faith in myself and trust myself more. I do realize how gambling again would destroy my life. I do think that I would benefit from GA again. Since there are no meetings in the town I live in, I should find meetings to attend while I’m in the city. I am always reading addiction books, as they have been helpful. I am trying to stay proactive in my recovery. I have many things that I am planning on doing, getting my vegetable garden ready, some small trips, and some diy home improvements. Sad, your post helps me keep myself in check and accountable for my actions. Thank you.
