Thanks Sad for your post! I take it one day at a time. I do go through rough patches where I have really strong urges and many days where I have no urges. This addiction is so scary and can creep upon us so easily. I am still dealing and working through my issues which I think contribute to my gambling addiction. It is a ongoing process. I will never be cured. I will always be a CG. It is up to me how I am going to handle the urges. I have too much to lose and I have come way too far to backslide. I am still going to check out GA meetings while I am in the city as they are offered all over the city. I do miss going to them. I reread a self help book yesterday and it seems like I get something new from them every time I read them. I like it that you told me what you were feeling about my situation because it makes me think about it also. I have received a lot of helpful advice here and honestly, I won’t be where I am at now in my recovery with out everyone’s support and advice. I am home now and extremely tired. I just RSVP a invitation from my Realtor for a client appreciation party. I am bringing my Mom as my guest. There will be food and a live band. It sounds like fun.
