Thanks P for your post. Today, I am staying home as I am feeling a bit low. In 20 days it will be 2 years since my Husband died. I am experiencing some depression. I thought that is was supposed to get easier as time goes by. My Mom has been sick again (stomach virus) and I have been taking care of her. She is much better today and I decided that I needed to have some time for myself. She wasn’t happy that I wasn’t running to her house but she is feeling better and she will get over it. We are supposed to go to a party tomorrow evening that my Realtor is throwing for her clients. It is a big deal in this small town. I may have to force myself to go. Next Saturday, I am doing a walk for cancer with my oldest Daughter and her friends. They do it every year and I asked if I could participate this year. My Husband’s name will be on the team tee shirt. I will get through all of this. It is just hard! Life isn’t easy!
