I don’t know why I keep punishing myself. I’m just saying I do have options. But nothing will help my situation until I stop gambling. I figured it out. I’m $500 behind in bills. I’ll have to pay some and let others go. I’m still feeling ill from the cold but managed to go to both banks and did the periodical vault vacuuming. That’s 1 1/2 hours extra pay. I have the larger bank to clean tonight. I made 2 pairs of earrings. I must say, they turned out nice. It took my mind off of things. Monica, I have given everything over to my higher power. I believe that with her,mercy, I will be able to stay gamble free!! I have paid off 1 high interest loan. That’s a extra $150 Starting next month. I don’t know why I keep self sabotaging myself. It has to stop!!
