[lizbeth4]

Congrads on your 3 years gamble free! I blew it today and gambled. I had the opportunity when I took my Granddaughter to the city this morning to visit her Mommy. I set myself up as I was having urges and knew that I would be close to a casino that I’m not banned from. I made sure that I had a mask with me (required). UGH, of course I lost and it wasn’t enjoyable. The damage wasn’t great but nevertheless, any loss is not good. I will recover financially but of course the experience has put me in a bad place mentally.
nI’m not going to say that tomorrow is day one. It’s a blip in my recovery and I’m going to move forward.
nGRRRR! Why did I let this happen? I’m not too happy with myself right now!!