[lizbeth4]

Thanks Monica for checking in on me. I’m about the same today. I feel beaten down and full of anxieties and fear. I feel like I’m at the end of the road. I’m always playing catch up . Either I will get back on top or everything will implode! I have support here and GA. No one in my family knows my plight as they have never took the time to understand my addiction. So I do feel rather alone at times. How could I have let things go so far? It’s overcast and dreary outside today. No word from the A.C. company. Monica, I was on my knees praying. Hoping my higher power can give me some peace.