Sorry ive been AWAL!!! To be honest i havent been super busy but ive been soooo tired and have been going to bed early where i would usually log on here and do some posting.
The sideboard is still sitting in its box! I have only just now taken it out of the car so hopefully Dames will surprise me and put it together in the next couple of days.
He is going on a little boys trip next week (woohoo), so he might feel bad and do it before he leaves.
We only have 5 more days until the baby is born. Brea is OVER it!!! She cant even put her own shoes on anymore the poor thing!!!
Ive just been looking at some usb sticks with lots of mum photos and videos on it. Theres one video when she was in the nursing home where we were singing and we laughed till we cried. I thought that i would get super upset but found myself laughing along.
Then it dawned on me. I think the reason im ‘ok’ is because mum is here with me. I was saying a while back that i couldnt feel mum around me. Maybe i just wasnt able to due to my distress and grief. Sitting here now, in the quiet, i can close my eyes and feel that she is with me. I dont know if that sounds wierd to you all, but i KNOW she is here. I feel super calm and tranquil right at this moment.
I am going to see Mama Mia 2 tonight with Jode, i bought us tickets to the premiere so that should be a fun night. God knows that girl needs it!!!!
So, just a short post from me today. I will get around to you all, i check the forum at lunchtime at work every day so im still reading.
Take care friends,
Love K xxx