[lizbeth4]

I know I can’t gamble responsibly. My monies are low and I just was paid 1 week ago. I’ve paid my monthly living bills. I did sent a little to my youngest Daughte and had to pay for the service charge for the A.C. I have a full tank of gas which is more than enough to get to the city and back. I just don’t have a lot of extra money to treat my Grandson while there. It is what it is. I have dealt with a lot of hang ups I have but I’ve always felt a sadness within me. I’ve never been able to shake it. I don’t want to keep destroying myself. I’m just so mentally tired.