[lizbeth4]

It could of been worse! I’m broken! I’m credited out, broke and in debt. My trigger was that I’m running late on 2 bills and thought I could win enough to be on top again. I could have stopped several times and only been $100 in the hole. But my addicted mind told me elsewise. I’m really letting myself go. I’ve put weight back on that I’d lost and I’m really looking old. No motivation! I know all of the things I need to do and I plan on implementing them so I can stop gambling. It’s hard to face myself. I’m a scared, broken person right now. I’m not in a good place!