Yes, sometimes lately I fall asleep just before group. I read your post on Mav s thread. About how we gamble recklessly to hasten our own end. That is certainly how it was for me. Except I did t pass, I just have sat in abject poverty, misery and stuckness for five months. So clearly not an answer to hastening ones end. There are far worse things I guess than dying and this past five months have shown me that. We can linger in bad states of being for a very long time. That is what scAresme, that I am just stuck like this in a long slippery slope.
My sponsor texted me today to say come to a meeting soon. I thanked him but said that I might at some point but really I did t think GA was helpful for women. And I really mean that. No response back.
