I’m trying to stay positive! Did i mention that my stove/oven stopped working in the midst of everything else? I have to cook solely in the microwave. I may get a toaster oven down the road. The oven isn’t covered under the warranty. So much stress! Little money left for food or gas next month! All bills need to be paid, no deferments! A payment on my late property taxes is due and the new bill is coming out soon. I have to pay a percentage of my cardiologist appointment next month . They do not bill. Everything has to be paid or there are major consequences. I will have to deal and live on the little left. Debt is a big stressor for me. My CG mind is telling me to gamble when I get paid and WIN money to get out of the hole. We all know that it doesn’t work that way. I guess I’m looking for a easy way out! But that’s not the way it will be. I have to get through this!!!! My last few gambling episodes really put me further back financially although I was already struggling. The job hunt here isn’t going well. Not many opportunities. Right now I feel like the biggest loser.
