Thanks Kathryn for your concern. I am in a dark place. I had it made money wise and within 5 years I managed to piss away my money, either gambling or buying things for myself and others. I get a good sized pension and I can’t even pay all of my bills or do the things I want to. It’s so depressing and I think I’ve hit rock bottom!!!! I don’t know how much more that I can handle this heat. If the A.C. company doesn’t call tomorrow, I’ll be calling them. It’s supposed to cool down the test of the week and we are supposed to have rain. Hopefully it won’t delay the A.C. installment. I wish I could just wither away and be blown the air. I’ve dug deep and have come up with a little money. I’m going to call the collection agency tomorrow and see if I can give them something so I can keep them at bay a little while longer. When I come back from the city this month, I’m going to get my CPR card and advertise to babysit. It will help supplement my income. Only 2 kids and in their home. I’ve been hanging out at the library as they have a reading area with couches. I go to Starbucks and get a tea and sit and use the WiFi and keep cool. I don’t hang out with anyone I know as I don’t feel like talking. My life is pretty sad right now. Trying to survive!!
