[Monica1]

Good to hear from you idi. Yes, Ben said if I left a suicide note he would just tear it up. But ultimate respect if I can turn my life around. How’s that for motivation. When my wifipacked up I also missed the site and you and Laura. And yes, the lack of money has been the biggest factor in my depression plus the abandonment from spiritual help when I am used to having whatever I need. The one thing I do get fromthis today is that love does indeed conquer. This is what I have been missing for many years feeling that love, and today I felt it. And it came from my sons and my daughter.