Thanks ican for your post. Last night was restless as my Grandson coughed all night even after taking cough medicine. My daughter is only working till noon as she is taking him to the doctors. Strep throat is going around his school. Yesterday when my Daughter called and asked if I could come to the city earlier than planned , she saved me from gambling. I was having strong urges and I was planning on going to the casino. I was installing a new smoke alarm and then I was going to gamble. These urges were the strongest ones I’ve had in a long time. Now that I’ve had time to think things through, I am over the urges. Something is missing from my life. I don’t feel totally fulfilled. I met a woman around my age while taking a walk. We have talked several times. We had a good conversation. She wants us to maybe take a interest class together at the community college. I want to connect but something is holding me back.
