[i won a new life]

Honesty is most important at this stage. Your right and I know nobody owes me anything, I need to heal myself and a new and better life will come in time.

An Idea for anyone on the road to recovery, If you come across some money that you would have used to gamble with give it to a trusted person to save it for you. Every time you do this you are truly winning.

I was socially withdrawn from people being selfish in my own guilt. Each day is getting easier, taking on tasks and completing them has given me a boost of energy in the right direction.