Thanks for your reply Nick.
You are right – it is like leaving a needle for a drug addict. I have explained that it wasn’t his fault – it was my choice. I made that choice not him and he is in no way to blame.
This is the thing though – if I had the cash in my hand I wouldn’t even think about pouring it into a machine. Absolutely no way! Online gambling is different though because all your doing is clicking buttons to deposit not physically putting the money into the machine if that makes sense?
Next time I get a craving I will give myself a very stern talking to! Either that or I’ll come onto the helpline. I have used the helpline before when I was having cravings and it worked.
I hope you are doing well in your recovery Nick.
Lots of love xxx
