Thanks for your post Sad. I was disappointed in myself that I didn’t push through and go to the party. I laid on the couch all day yesterday. I am feeling about the same today but I am going to try to add the organic compost to my garden soil. I think that I would feel better doing something. I do feel fulfilled doing things for both of my daughter’s and grandson. When I come to the city next week for the cancer walk, I am staying a extra day and getting a hotel room so my youngest Daughter and I can spend some time together. She is staying with friends and our get togethers are spent in restaurants as her living arrangements aren’t the best. We can have dinner together and just spend some one on one time together. I do feel pulled sometimes to the limit. When I get home from the city Mom wants me to spend everyday with her. I explain to her that I want to be in my home and that I need a few days to relax. She doesn’t get it. I told my Daughter that my visits would be sparse during the summer as it is so hot there and it is about 20 degrees cooler here. I need to stick to what I say and put boundaries up again. It’s all a process.
