I am using this relapse as a learning experience. I need to work on my recovery and myself. My oldest Daughter sent me a beautiful card which cheered me up! She doesn’t know about my relapse yet. I’ve been hanging out with my friend whose Husband has cancer. They had some bad news today, his cancer has spread and it’s stage 4. My Husbands oncologist comes here once a week. They have a appointment with him. I’m trying to be there for her but it’s bringing back a lot of sad memories for me. Laura, I would give anything to have my Husband here with me. ANYTHING! Have you ever felt lonely even when you are with people?? Not having him here has left a permanent hole in my heart. Im forever changed. But life goes on and so do I. I need to make my life the best it can be.
