Thanks for the support Jonny. Quitting gambling has been the easy part, re-building trust and being honest to thoes around us is slightly harder.
Had a bit of a blow out this week with my Fiance. She thought i was gambling again, which i am not. She had every right to be upset and angry, mainly because i have not included her in my recovery. But as i said in my earlier posts, i dont need anyone else to trust me, i need to trust myself. Its all well and good leaning on others for support, what happens when you have to spend an hour, a day or a week alone. Can you trust yourself ? Well thats what i am building towards, i am learning and things are becomming easier. I know i will beat this and i must now put some actions in place to rebuild that trust. All in all, things are positive going forward.