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Thank you all.. pumkin, i can, lizbeth, cat, sad , velvet, vera all who support me.. Im so glad to see you pumkin.. i have wondered about you a lot.. i am so glad you have decided to come back too. I am struggling.. i am having a really hard day.. it was one thing after another today that went wrong.. it was like a cascade of dominoes. I only hope that from this point it gets better. I am having a hard time. I wish i wasn’t but i am. I can barely accept this is who i am and what I’ve become. I have such anxiety inside. Such sadness.. I’m just lost. Im completely lost.

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