Thanks for the reply, it is appreciated! Have you tried anything to combat your demons (the addiction)? I would say over time I have lost 15 to 20k (most of which was in the last 2 years). I fear that it is too late for me to quit, but I have not completely destroyed my life yet and would like to stop doing this before I totally hit rock bottom but know that doing so would be extremely difficult. Once I hit over the 7 day mark without gambling I get really bad urges to gamble and very restless and irritable, it’s almost impossible to beat it, and if and when I do manage to beat the urge, it comes back stronger and stronger each day until I give into it. It doesn’t seem to get any easier. I hope you find a way to live with the consequences and could eventually beat this terrible addiction!
