[Semaj]

Hi Geordie, tks for taking the time to give advice before rushing off. That’s a pretty apt analogy you gave, and i think it makes a lot of sense. In a way i suppose I’m ‘grieving’ over the loss now. This reminds me of about 18 years ago when i first started betting on football. I was still a student then and lost about 2k which was meant for my studies, and this was a large sum for a student back in 1999/2000. After the loss, i never gambled, not even for fun when i’m with friends. Time healed that wound, but I guess it also made me forget how painful that loss was. I hope I will have the stength and determination to see through this period of ‘mourning’ and give up this destructive habit for life now..