[finding_laura]

Thanks for taking the time to care and write to this post Geordie. And Jonny, before you get upset with what Geordie is saying I suggest you take a long hard look at what he is saying. Big relapses in the past and leaving yourself access to a lot of money right now is leaving a big back door open. Something may be different this time, and our mental barrier can be the most important one, but if for any minute that system fails you you will want protection from yourself.

Laura