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Thanks for some great advices.

I will do let my wife know about it. But not now. I am afraid to lose her. My wife is the best thing happened to me in my life. We are planning to have a child. I can’t hurt her now.

At the moment am looking for a part time job to keep myself busy and to have some money to pay out my debts. It would be hard to do two jobs, but I have to go through this.

My next step would be have a joint account with my wife and give her all the control over finances.

Today is day 4 without gambling.