Hi Claire – My update here… It has been a roller coaster ride for me. I started seeing a psychologist and met her couple times. Its just too early for me to comment on what my thoughts have been after seeing her. One thing is she is able to talk with the Doctor that my husband has been seeing.
Going back to my husband, from last 9 days he didn’t go to Casino and told me that he was counting days and he wouldn’t do it again mainly to keep my daughter happy as she is in her senior year of HS. That really raised my hopes and last night they came crashing down. He went to casino last night and came home this morning at 3:30. He slept all day and and late afternoon he took my daughter for her class, While she was in the class, he goes to the bar. it hasn’t ended… he is now with his friends outside and I wouldn’t be suprised if he comes tomorrow morning. I am upset. I feel i am going back into depression with increased levels of anxiety. I feel bad for my daughters as its so unfair for them to go thru the situation at this age.
