[peacegirl]

For the last 2 weeks I have worked myself to exhaustion- I’m having some physical problems because of it too, but I’m having a hard time even letting myself off the hook even for a moment! I guess I’m afraid to relax or something, because I’m afraid of what I did in the gambling binge and I want to make up for it…However you are right- I am doing way too much, much more then I ever have done. My mom is coming to visit tomorrow and I guess it’s time for me to step back a little and breathe and enjoy her visit. She will be with me for 3 weeks. Thanks for the advice:) I need it!