Well first and foremost I have excluded my self from the casino, in the morning just before I started university. The manager came out asked what’s the reason ,and I just said I don’t want to come back and got a exclusion, albeit I got a six month one. I hope by that time I have a lot more will power not to go back ,and I know that i have that option but not choose to take it as that’s how I gave up smoking and class b drugs in my younger days. At this point at in my life i can sit with people smoking drugs and not even touch the substance let alone smoke it.
Your post encouraged me to take the next step, just I was dreading the letter they send home I don’t want my parents to open it as gambling is frowned upon in our family or culture.
The break up has been a hard one for me as the girl just can’t make her mind up if she wants to be in my life or not and she’s a route to this landslide I have fell down, but also my own volition not all hers. That’s why I started heavy gambling again, I just about nearly blew all my holiday money and then won it all back from one number and then some more. When I wrote this post I was scared of gambling it all alway but now I’m excluded and I thank you.